Elisia Jade Higson.
Ask me anything
music is my life,its an escape,answer to my questions and also its just damn right amazing.
my friends are my world, i'd do anything for them. the ones that matter will always be by my side.
im not always happy but no one ever is.
i may not be easy to please but if something makes me happy it will make me very happy.
95% of the time i am unhappy/depressed about my life, appearance,people in my life etc. but 5% of the time i LOVE MY LIFE MORE THAN ANYTHING.this is usually when i'm asleep and dreaming of something decent. <3
river phoenix <3
james dean <3
corey haim <3
that sunday feeling,soundtrack to your summer,nirvana,foo fighters,blondie,taylor swift,you me at six,deaf havana,lower than atlantis,motley crue,ron pope,daughtry <3
Never being good enough is horrible but it’s worse when you get that used to being no good that when someone says you are good enough for them you get all scared and fuck it up.
I love when something goes bad in my life gives me an excuse to make myself better my own way and make my own pain because no one will ever be able to hurt me more than i can hurt myself.
the wound so deep,
the blood it trickles.
the pain you longed for,
you now feel.
filled with satisfaction,
you know you shouldn’t,
can’t help but enjoy…
the feeling of being alive.
stayed with you from the start,
but feels so right.
CAN’T WAIT FOR FOO FIGHTERS. LEEDS 2012
Want to be thin :| why is it soooooo bloody hard.
Having something that’s important to you taken away.
Losing the most important thing to you over something that was out of control.